Mocca, In Our Hearts Forever: 1999-2012
I am sad to report that our dear Mocca passed away December 22, 2012. She was diagnosed with Hemangiosarcoma, and we chose to let her go peacefully, to the Rainbow Bridge to play with her friends. I do firmly believe she is up there with other pets who have passed away, with an eternal ball that is thrown! When I woke up that day, I had no clue how the day was going to play out, and surely, coming home without my “roo-ing” girl was the furthest thing from my mind.
A little background for you: Mocca had, in the past several months, a tough time with a third bout of Lyme Disease, and Ehrlichiosis (another tick disease). She also had an episode of Canine Vestibular Syndrome, which left her with a head tilt and a bit less mobility. We had been going to the Chiropractor with great success though, and Mocca seemed to be recovering finally! She was up the stairs and on the bed in the past few weeks – which hadn’t happened in months. There was though, something *off* with her. I couldn’t pinpoint it. I had started researching Canine Cognitive issues, as she seemed to be pacing more, a little more restless. Just *not right*. I was considering a trip to the vet, but as she seemed 100% healthy, I had not yet.
Mocca and her new buddy, Cosmo
That fateful morning, I woke up to find Mocca not feeling great. She had vomited up all her food from the night before and was obviously in distress. More so than a normal bout of an upset tummy. I began to worry, and watch her carefully. After a couple hours, and noticing her breathing seemed labored when just sleeping, and concerned with the way she would just stare at the wall, hunched up and uncomfortable, we got into the vet ASAP. I felt rising panic. I knew something wasn’t right, but hoped it was just over-concern for my senior girl.
Mocca doing her favorite thing!
We went home, and I spent the time pampering her and showering her with love.
The Ultrasound showed a Hemangiosarcoma, attached to her liver (Hemangiosarcoma in dogs is a malignant cancer that arises from the blood vessels). The vet explained that typically these tumors explode, and then the dog bleeds out, painfully. All we could do for Mocca was to end her pain as quickly as possible, so that she didn’t suffer any further.
Mocca's Classic Smile
I am thankful Mocca lives on not only in the hearts of MANY, but also on this website and I hope our experiences help out some other pet owners. Thank you everybody for your support! You can see posts about Mocca here.
Mocca waiting for the ball




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Hi
I just read your post about losing Mocca… I am so sorry for your loss.
I have a 3 year old Puggle named Mocha and I dread the thought of ever
being without her.
Huggs to you,
Mazzey
I’m so sorry to hear about Mocca.
Thank you both very much. We miss her dearly!
Melissa, I just read your blog and wanted you to know that this is almost the exact same experience my wife and I had with our beagle Bosley who we had to help cross over on Monday. He was 10 and had just had a busy day as we had family over visiting. He jumped and played and had a wonderful time. That same night he woke up and seemed off and in discomfort. We took him to an emergency vet figuring a muscle pull in his back from jumping and playing all day. An Xray showed the mass in his abdomen pushing his stomach and intestines off to different sides. A quick ultrasound revealed internal bleeding. We made the decision to end our babies suffering with heavy hearts but after reading your blog know we made the right decision. Thank you for posting as difficult as I’m sure it was for you. Our condolences on the loss of your baby!
Pete, thank you for your message. It seems to help some to know that others have gone through the same thing and we are not alone. My condolences to you as well – it is so hard to lose them. Beagles are just the best little dogs as well! Best wishes and hugs from one pet owner to another.